Thinking aloud (11.07.2009)

I’ve been having sleepless nights for the pass few days.

The word “sleepless” is probably not exactly accurate, but I think that sleeping at 2am in the morning only to wake up feeling not very refreshed would qualify…

My mind is in a whirl. Trying to sort out my thoughts is not very easy if one doesn’t know where to start or what he is thinking. It’s just a mass of thoughts which none has focus. I really wonder if its a premonition of sorts. It’s just this uneasy feeling which can’t be scientifically explained. I am willing myself to believe otherwise.

I said to a friend recently (words here not verbatim):

Everyone has to go through a certain path. This path may be a repercussion of a choice we made in the past, the will of god or a higher entity. We all have to cope at our own pace and go through whatever difficulties and probably attain a mental or spiritual growth in the process. Don’t worry too much. We just have to clear our head and move on.

Maybe I need to heed my own advice to clear my head and not worry too much. It’s really easy to advice someone than actually doing it yourself…